So here I am! Back to my sweet little diary account.So what was it that prompted me to pop in?This time it is because
of a life theratening oops life changing event called Marriage which might be on card in my near future.Now the first question that
pops up is if I already have a person in mind whom I am dying to tie the knot and its just the trivial details of where and when that bothers.
Well it aint going to be that simple..Is it?I am in the very first step towards this blissful stage in life(I am told so).I have this great profile on the most renowned matrimony site.The robust software keeps pulling up matches and keeps suggesting I take a peek.
I did start of with a lot of enthusiasm thinking wow It can't be that bad.You have so many profiles,one of them will definitely be my guy.
Well I did speak to one such prospect.And Phew..If I could say my morale has not gone down and has instead lead me to make a short visit to my favorite passtime of all blogging..then yes all those precious hours I spent trying to know him was worth it.Well he atleast helped me figure out what kind of an individual I can never spend my lif with no matter if he has a degree from the Ivy league or is working for the top notch company.I still ponder, about this one big question.And I have a feeling , I have been thinking at a very different angle altogether.Why in God's name should I get married? Well some interesting answers would be,
I need a partner to share my successes and my sorrows.Tear-wet his shoulders when I fail.Somebody to shower all my built up love.
Well also in addition to this would be.Share my day-to-day expenses, my apartment rent,utility bills, car expenses etc.Sorry for putting it right there, but thats exactly how I feel from the practical point.I am tired of doing things on my own is a more shameless way of putting it.What about the soul who is always there for you, stands by you when your whole world falls apart, holds your arm when the whole world plots against you, kisses your forehead without any reason, kisses your lips with intentions to connect with your soul, and rests his head on your chest tyring to hear what your heart whispers?Please don not dare to ask these questions because though I have religiously been a disney fairy tale lover, its been some time that I have burst that beautiful magical bubble and started facing the real actual world.So what do you think should be my guiding parameters when I am looking for my knight-in-shining armour.Well let us stick with the knight-in-shining armour phrase as I still believe that chivalry is not dead although its need is questionable as the modern woman is perfectly capable of doing without it.I am a simple girl with just the same dreams as any other girl in regard to marriage.
Then why is it so hard to find the right guy?Being well-educated on par with you is not a demand it is a requirement.So it is a default criteria.The next thing would be how he looks.Well I have to spend my entire life with him.All that I am asking for is a friendly face who can make my lips curve and my cheeks blush everytime I think about him.How he would treat me is more important than anything else.As someone said I can't blame my father for setting up the standards high for the way I should be treated by a man.At the end of the day when I come back from a long days work, be there to smile and just politely ask, How was your day.(If you added an endearment to it you gain yourself a bonus point).Outgoing, friendly, easy-to-talk to,vibrant full of energy always looking forwar to things, in short Man-in-action.I am no cinderella in looks, I dont expect a prince charming.But I am neither from the cinders, so I can expect a decent looking guy or someone with great personality.I have forgotten about love for a long time now.I would certainly like a guy who can show me how to love again.I want a person to support me through hard ships.I want a soul to share, cherish and spread love.I want my kid to be fathered by him who makes me feel amazing.Who celebrates me for what I am.Whom I think I cannot live without.A deeper CONNECTION in all spheres.But how in the name of God do I narrow down these traits in a person in just a few phone calls is just beyond me.
People say when the time is right the whole universe comes together to make ends meet.Since I cannot come up with a better or even a counter explanation.I decide to second them.All that I can think of now and console myself is that when God made me he had a counter part designed as well.I am sure I will find him and yes I still belive in the perfect fairy tale romances.
Magic is yet to begin!!!
P.S From the mind of a sincere partner hunting soul..
